Wednesday, July 2, 2008
The Greatest Power
For is it a block of ice or a fireball.
What can bring the forces together,
Yet can be as quiet as a feather.
What can take two things and make them one,
Or split them apart with the power of the sun.
For this is the greatest power
Because it causes the bloom of a flower.
This power is the power of love
But its full potential is undreamed of.
This is the power that all have sought,
From warring nations to the distraught,
For this power can cause sorrow to cease
And bring warring nations to a final peace.
However, Love is often ignored
Because many do not see the limitless reward.
Nevertheless, when all see that love is great,
The world will become one without hate.
Another Valentine's Day
Another Valentines has come and gone
Wasn’t planning on being like this again
Thinking from the last dusk to today’s dawn
Of ways to change from the ways things have been.
I have spent every Valentines Day
Alone and sad, again asking myself
What can I do, or what I have to say
To change the ways things have been for myself.
But in the end, all I can really do,
Is to put my thoughts into the abyss
And forget that there really is no you.
Cause for me, there is only strike and miss.
But next year, I will make sure things will change
But the only way is a soul exchange.
Valentine's Day
Another one comes, and another will pass
Everybody gives gifts of love in mass,
But there are those with no one to give to,
No one to hold, and with nothing to do.
They sit alone, wondering why
They appear to be the only one without an ally.
With nobody on their side, nobody loyal,
Never finding one that they will treat royal.
But do not give up, do not despair,
I will tell you a secret, I have one to share,.
You may not know it, you may think it bizarre
But there are those that love you for who you are.
They are your family, and they are your friends
They know what you love, they know your trends.
Those are the ones with which you should spend today
For though your loves will come and go, those are the ones that stay.
Never Ending Battle
No matter who you are, it's all the same.
You fight your battles, and you'll win and lose.
But no one can tell, for they're not in your shoes.
But for me, life is more complicated.
For my battles are with me, which makes me frustrated.
And it is never an end with a simple victory or defeat
But a never-ending battle waged between the elite.
The battlefield is in the pit of my soul.
With the players, my body as a whole.
But it will not end, my internal war
For my brain and my heart can't stand the other anymore.
They will fight and endure the worst.
Just to be the one that comes in first.
But in the end they come to know
That without the other, they cannot grow.
Civil War
What is this feeling inside?
It wants to come out,
But I want it to hide
For I don't know what it's about.
I feel it twisting,
I feel it groaning,
My brain starts stinging,
My heart starts moaning.
Thus begins the conflict.
My brain is in a fall,
And my heart is licked,
But in the end, nothings wrong at all.
It is all a conflict of interests from the start.
A conflict between my brain and my heart.
The End
Wanna crawl in a pit,
Let no one come near,
And let my body quit.
I do not wanna hear,
Or see a light be lit,
For I have no more fear,
Of a fate, that I see fit.
But one thing is clear,
And I have to admit,
I didn't think I'd go here,
But now I submit.
Actions of another
Amazing, the actions of others,
And the words that they say,
Able to crush the hearts of others,
In such a painful way.
I see this action,
And I don't know why,
People get the satisfaction,
Of making others cry.
I, for one,
Have endured this force.
Never knowing when it begun,
But ending with me feeling nothing but remorse.
I have been kicked,
And I have been downed,
With the pain that they inflict,
Bringing my face into the ground.
I don't know why I search for this pain,
When I know it will just happen again.
It causes me stress and makes me insane,
When I know this hurts only my heart and brain.
But when I seek those that can assist,
And I ask them what I should do,
They say I should not be pissed,
And that I will become something better, something new.
I don't know if that can ever be,
For I keep searching for what does harm to me.
I just know that now, I hurt because of she,
Knowing that the two of us, could never be we.
Alone and Lost
And I should have known.
I should have seen this coming.
From the song, in which I was humming.
I threw myself out there,
Falling through the air,
Hoping to be caught
With my head, filled with thought.
This time, I thought I found what I sought,
Thinking that I won, for what it is that I fought.
But I was wrong, in giving up this game,
With no one else, but me to blame.
I tried so hard to get that which I found,
To listen to my heart making its beat and sound.
But my efforts had been ended too soon,
For my love had begun to sing another tune.
This whole time, I was reaching for that brass ring,
Only to come short, listening to the new song she can sing.
I have failed in my efforts, no matter how hard I tried,
Now with nothing to do, but to put this feeling aside.
Now I see, that I am to be left here,
With no one around, and nothing near.
For now I fear to let my feelings out,
Because I have nothing left, but doubt.
For in the past, when I was thrown to the ground
I ended up weaker, pound for pound.
But now, with nothing left to lose,
I will show you all that which is news.
I have cried all the tears I have cried,
For now my eyes, are empty and have dried.
I no longer fear being alone,
But now I fear, that which is unknown.
I am done telling those out there how I feel,
Hoping that this solitude will let my heart heal.
And now I leave you all in peace,
Until the next time I need to release.
A Dream or Nightmare
There was this dream I had last night
Nothing worked, nothing seemed to go right.
Every dream I have had,
Seems to crumble and turn to bad.
Everyone leaves, and I am alone,
All turns to dust, all that I have known.
All my ghosts that I have defeated,
Have come and do that which shouldn't be repeated.
Things seem alright when it starts,
With so much coming from everyones hearts.
But thats the end of all thats happy.
From then on, things just turn up crappy.
Everything comes to be, everything I fear.
Some of my friends die, and some just disappear.
Some of them live and come to see what has to pass
But just as observers looking through glass.
And as every moment comes,
I pray that I can get out of these slums,
But with every moment that comes to be,
Things get worse to a farther degree.
Its seems that no matter how far I got,
I could never leave this spot.
I try to end it and be with the ones I love,
But get pulled back down, while they go above.
Now I must face all of this terror,
And with this pain, I must be the bearer.
I just prayed that it would all end soon.
Before my being started to swoon.
I slice and dice and slowly kill every single beast,
Ending them, before I could be one of the deceased.
And it appeared that throughout this journey, I wasn't alone,
I wasn't sure who. It was not yet to be known.
Was it a guardian angel, or a protector on high?
Who was watching me, and also why.
Or was it someone who wanted me to suffer,
Making me live, to face things that are going to be tougher.
Or someone who wanted me to live,
To see what I must forgive
But either way, I had to continue this travel,
Until all that is unknown, I can unravel.
As I walk, I notice a pattern to things,
That everything in my life acted like swings.
With every bad thing gone, something good came about,
Uproaring Tears
Where were any of you last night,
When I was involved in the worst kind of fight.
Trying to keep the tears from falling down my face.
Tears from a heart that belonged to no place.
I'm Tired and weary, and I'm all alone.
Surrounded by darkness with nothing to call my own.
But now I found a family, a place to stay.
Everyone like me, or so I pray.
For that time, everything was awesome.
I was looking forward to what I would become.
Then the news came, wanna know what I heard?
We are closing, isn't that absurd?
All the people I met, all the friends I made.
All is gone, that's right I'm afraid.
So tonights the last night, our final waltz.
I'll try to get through this without any faults.
I hope I can make it, I hope it works.
But I fear it, for inside it lurks.
I hope things will work, and I hope it all will pass.
No wait, I lied, they are lining up en masse.
The tears well up, all about to burst.
I think tonight is going to be my worst.
The tears again come down my face.
My heart left, again without a place.
All these people, the guys I got to know.
To the next dance, they will not show.
And now's the end, the final moment.
To the wind we are all sent.