Alone and Lost

Again, I find myself alone,
And I should have known.
I should have seen this coming.
From the song, in which I was humming.

I threw myself out there,
Falling through the air,
Hoping to be caught
With my head, filled with thought.

This time, I thought I found what I sought,
Thinking that I won, for what it is that I fought.
But I was wrong, in giving up this game,
With no one else, but me to blame.

I tried so hard to get that which I found,
To listen to my heart making its beat and sound.
But my efforts had been ended too soon,
For my love had begun to sing another tune.

This whole time, I was reaching for that brass ring,
Only to come short, listening to the new song she can sing.
I have failed in my efforts, no matter how hard I tried,
Now with nothing to do, but to put this feeling aside.

Now I see, that I am to be left here,
With no one around, and nothing near.
For now I fear to let my feelings out,
Because I have nothing left, but doubt.

For in the past, when I was thrown to the ground
I ended up weaker, pound for pound.
But now, with nothing left to lose,
I will show you all that which is news.

I have cried all the tears I have cried,
For now my eyes, are empty and have dried.
I no longer fear being alone,
But now I fear, that which is unknown.

I am done telling those out there how I feel,
Hoping that this solitude will let my heart heal.
And now I leave you all in peace,
Until the next time I need to release.